Virusfat

2011-05-17T22:16:00.002+08:00

Ha !

been so freaking long every since i done a single blog post hahahas since i think nov ?

nw passed out from BMT in jurong camp le ! time have been gd so far ... hahas !

My dear , i nt sure if u are able to see this post anot but just gonna post this up so tat i can speak my hearts out .

you are the one that made mi go so far out , even on the countdown day, i would sae it was the day tat made my heart moved the most, ever since tat day i have nv looked back of my choice since tat day , feeling have since been getting on stronger even till today .

i know that i are nt ready or do nt wish to have any choices cause u do nt want to make any mistakes as u dun want hurt to come in to the way , i hope tat i can be the one that will be that right choice so that there will nt be any corrections or any sort.

i m willing to be here to wait till tat day comes, just hope that miracles will come ? hahas ! well i dun know when it will come but i just hope it will come =)

All that i will sae is that i will wait and be there for u when u need someone to be there . i will pray for the miracles to come one day =)

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2010-11-05T23:09:00.003+08:00

hi guys i m bck !

hahas

from another of 1 week of intense training !

if u guys who think that Firing weapons is nv fun !

bang bang bang , shoot shoot and shoot is berri fun u think twice when u are in army !

imgine u firing 4o plus 50 round liao at the end of the day when u are cleaning ur Weapon

u will cry , having seeing all tat carbon , where u need to clean till it becomes from black to sliver or to the colour when u draw arms ...

nw i finally can understand the true meaning of soldier fighting,

when ever i see in movie i was like erm y thet need to do this and tat where i think it is

sort of nt needed

only till i completed my UO this week i finally understand the meaning behind hahas

having to understand all those meaning of covering fire clearing rooms and ETC

the importance of this tactical movement and signals to conseal ur movement and plan so ask to give ur enemy a surprise

if it is nt for my dear i also dun know how i will get through all this ! i would like to thank u my dear ! for being around via phone call and etc to keep mi going and mi motivated !

u are all tat i want and wished for !

I LOVE U dear !

i wanna hold and hug u so tight tat i will nv want to let go !!!

THANK U MY DEAR !

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2010-10-31T00:31:00.008+08:00

YOz guys !

i know it has been long time ever since i blogged !

cause have been really damn busy with stuff and mon to friday is in camp only time left is

friday sat and sun ,

those are teh time tat are damn precious to mi as i want to spend with my dearest ! and my LOVED ones !

so far life in island is still gd everything is ok , just tat i see MO once every mth lo been there 2 mths see 2 x mo liao then recent one still tio detain in sick bay for 5 hrs due to my big swollen knees !

suspected is over excerising and staining my knees too much thus cause it to swell up!

so far is still recovering from the in jury really hope it will nt worsen as i just did my 3 k run just nw

guys who are reading this pls pray for mi yah ! hahas =D

to those buddys out there who know who my GF is pls keep to ur selfs =)

and those who dun know then ans will come sooon berri soon when then time is Right ! =)

so far I really wanna sae thank u ! dear dear ! u have been my source of motivation since then tat day 10^3

every after Lights off no matter how shag the training is or wat sO ever when i hear ur voice all pains and ach just seems to disappear instantly

really have to thank mr heaven up there for such a fated decision tat we gt together but at such a weird timing but i dun care cause at the end of the day i still loVE U!

just like the times where we are together ! no matter it is in cAr or just walking by the park , every moment spend with U , is just a moment that i will never forget and will nv be eraseD from my memory bank as there is this saying goes , feeling can change but memories will foRevEr remind there . !

there is no amount of words tat ic an show it here to thank and express mY love for U dear

just wanna

sae

I LOVE U dear dear !

2010-10-10T01:11:00.005+08:00

status offically attached ! hahhas !!!

how i wish i can show off u to every single one of my friend , buddy, brothers !

but i respect ur decision

shall wait for the time to come ! b4 i announce ur presence !

love u always !!!

my lao po !!!

i will always remember this day 10/10/10

the day tat i will remember for my rest of my life !

damn special day !

2010-10-02T00:51:00.000+08:00

It has been so long ever since I blogged cause most of my time are spended in camp and hardly gt enuff time to do those this tat I want after I book out at weekend time are always so pacled and time are always nv seems enuff to us
Training in camp are getting hard and tougher but managable in a small scale as I can sae
Cause when ever there is and changes to the training there will be a bit of adjustment time of 1 session for us to get use to tat tempo b4 we go full swing on sub lessons.
But maybe because of the trainings and thus I have fallen ill with 4 days of att B to rest at coy line but I nv took those moments to sit and rot but instead I still took part in all those activities in my own pace as I want to sweat and nt just sitting down there .
Last but nt last congraz on pop for all those I know poping later at marina platform alvin , chenson marcus guo xiong marvin and more !

Maybe I have meet tat someone liao ? Or maybe nt ? Will she be the one ? Hmmm
Only time will tell if I pass her probation hor ? Lolx hahas
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2010-09-09T22:46:00.000+08:00

Hi guys i m back from my 2 weeks of adjustment period from tekong !

every thing has been going well so far ,

been adapted to the life there so far .

as expect there are more tougher days to come after i go in this coming sunday ! =)

but well we will still have to go through it no matter what . so that we will be able to pass out as a MAN ! hahhas =)

already have gottan used to the having all physical activity for the whole day and running almost every day ! Plus swimming lesson at almost every alternate days. on top of that nt to forget strength training that will tone up all ur mucles that will make u looking and feel stronger , BUT b4 all that u will feel that ur whole body going very chui after the days strength session ... hahas !

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2010-08-13T23:22:00.001+08:00

person A asked mi , u DID so much for XX , gave in so much time and effort in to XXX.
@ the end of the day u get nth bck , ur effort is nt being recognize do u think it is worth ?

i replied, no matter hw much recognition i get from XX , @ the end of the day , i will still leave with nth ,as i came with nth .

Enjoy ,learn from the process . being recognize or nt is secondary .
learning and enjoying is primary...

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2010-08-02T20:40:00.002+08:00

After certain event that have happened , it made me realise that the more u are trying to show the other hows lovely u are towards your other half , to prevent other from coming in to disturb.

The more u are telling others tat u dun trust ur other half and both ur relationship ain tat strong enuff to have that mutual trust towards ur other half.

so i would like to sae tat ur plan had just backfired ...

Because those who have a very strong trust and mutual understand ain need to do such actions as

each of them in their own heart will know wat to do and the understanding is there ...

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2010-07-29T21:46:00.001+08:00

@ 1st still though tat u are so damn great ! always act cocky as if u are always right ,
till i heard smth from my side , and realise u are nth but just another empty barrel tat only know how to KPKB , NATO , act BIG only , pui dun even deserve my eye to look at u

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2010-07-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

ok time to update !

if nt pple is gonna complain here very dusty and creepy cuase no updates

well so far things have nt been very well i guess

so much things have happen ...

things happen, things gone pass.

family members passing on .

unsuccessful application for certain things .

going go in to serve the nation soon , real soon , it is gonna be another Major mile stone for mi in my book called life. either make it or break it .

have found new target ?

well i dun know if it is a new target for nw but physical and mentally react differently when ever i intract with tat target ...

but strange thing is why do things always happen at the same period of time ?

last year also the same at the same period of time i locked on to my target fired liao miss then tried hard to forget everything .

and now at the same period of time same whole thing happen agian just like a repeat button being pressed on the player ...

so how how how ? but the feeling this time is abit different as compared to last year , the feeling is like much lesser as compared to last time tat i have encountered .

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2010-06-23T23:28:00.001+08:00

In the journey of life everyone is a passerby, they will leave u at different stages of journey, just like in a bus journey they reached their stop they will alight.
so treasure all the moments tat u have and maximize it to the ultimate extend , as u nv know when your next or final station will be for u to alight.
Take nothing but memories away when u alight and nothing else , cause you board the bus with nothing and thus you will also leave with nothing .

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2010-06-03T19:02:00.002+08:00

as the chinese saying goes when u Drink of water think of it's source 饮水思源，
water u have Drank but have u think of the source ?
when source needs u where are u ? gone with a wind, cross the river tear the bridge 过河拆桥
totally utterly disspointed ...
dun u agree

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2010-05-14T00:57:00.003+08:00

finally i have Graduated from RP le !

imgine 3 years ago we are still noobies in RP till now 3 years later we have Graduated le !!

hahas as a senior and now as a alumni ! hahas

End of Poly Road, mile stone set , next up will be another cross road to cross , which to choose ans will be known 2 years from nw . thanks Classmates and Poly mate that i have knw so far u just push

up my life in Poly to another level...

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2010-05-10T01:00:00.002+08:00

YTD on board both vessel my happiest time ! so far !
Plus
1st time experiencing tat rain can kill and it hurts tons
hahahhahahahahhas With speed, rain = pain !!! like speeding bullet

those feeling u have when u are out at sea is wat tat u can nv exp

ESP when it rains ! u will really enjoy the moment esp when u are at high speed and the rain hit u like bullets it hurts but is fun !

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2010-05-07T11:58:00.001+08:00

120km/hr !!!

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2010-05-06T02:03:00.003+08:00

NAH give u all a 360 degree view of my wife ! hahahaahs
for those who have ride with it liao hows the feeling ?
hahas

120Km/hr hahas : P

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2010-04-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

Nicholas Tse
Let me Die:
Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels
whispering to me good night
Don't wake when lightning strikes

My heart for you is true
Let no one take that from you
Time is running tight
Can't change from wrong to right

So I'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby

It's time to say farewell
No need to cry of feelings
Oh it's alright
All in the book of life

Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go

[Chorus:]
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you

Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can change my world
from black to white
So I'll close my eyes and
dream a little more

[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/B5Dl ]
Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels
whispering to me good night
Don't wake when lightning strikes

Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go

[Chorus:]
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you

Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can give me strength to fight
Till the sky is burning
It's the end of time

Look ahead tomorrow
Long and winding road

Keep the faith of mine
Don't let it go
You're the only reason
That ain't growing cold
What would I do
Without you

[Chorus:]
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you

Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can make my world so bright
Life no longer empty
with you in my heart

In my heart...
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2010-04-21T23:16:00.001+08:00

MBS has won , MBS 1 Jasonfat 0

i have been beaten by the dust and the bad air circulation there throat irritation and flu !!! :(

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2010-04-18T22:41:00.001+08:00

why certain things i know is impossible but yet i still go ahead and do it ? ? ?
can some one tell mi why ?

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2010-04-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

燈熄滅了　月亮是寂寞的眼　靜靜看著　誰孤枕難眠
遠處傳來那首熟悉的歌　那些心聲為何那樣微弱
很久不見　你現在都還好嗎？　你曾說過　你不願一個人
我們都活在這個城市裡面　卻為何沒有再見面　卻只和陌生人擦肩

有沒有那麼一首歌　會讓你輕輕跟著和　牽動我們共同過去　記憶它不會沈默
有沒有那麼一首歌　會讓你心裡記著我　讓你歡喜也讓你憂　這麼一個我

最真的夢　你現在還記得嗎　你如今也是　一個有故事的人
天空下著一樣冷冷的雨　落在同樣的世界　昨天已越來越遙遠

有沒有那麼一首歌　會讓你輕輕跟著和　牽動我們共同過去　記憶從未沈默過
有沒有那麼一首歌　會讓你心裡記著我　讓你歡喜也讓你憂　這麼一個我

有沒有那麼一首歌　會讓你輕輕跟著和　隨著我們生命起伏　一起唱的主題歌
有沒有那麼一首歌　會讓你突然想起我　讓你歡喜也讓你憂　這麼一個我

我現在唱的這首歌　若是讓你想起了我　湧上來的若是寂寞　我想知道為什麼
有沒有那麼一首歌　會讓你突然想起我　讓你歡喜也讓你憂　這麼一個我

我現在唱的這首歌　就代表我對你訴說　就算日子匆匆過去　我們曾一起走過
我現在唱的這首歌　就代表我對你訴說　就算日子匆匆過去　我們曾走過
就算日子匆匆過去　我們曾走過
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2010-04-04T21:35:00.000+08:00

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
Amd tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

Chorus

A part of me will always be with you...

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2010-03-29T01:18:00.001+08:00

as in buddhism there is a saying , u can only whole tat as much things with ur fists clenching so tight , u cannot take in any more stuff . so why not open it up and u can collect much much more stuff tat u can hold compared with that tightly clenched fists. so y nt open it up and take things in a lighter note .
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2010-03-22T20:53:00.002+08:00

As most of u all have known le i aready gottan my CAR ! le !!!!
FD4 !! as most of u will know it aka honda civic ! :D
have been going every where with it !!!
hahahas
happie till i over high ! hahas

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2010-03-05T23:07:00.003+08:00

ok shall update if not people will say i nv update HOR ! Chh.. hahas
have been working recently and also my old injuries coming back to sae hi , with doctors saying and strongly advice mi nt to carry on working on this line of field as it will further worsen my current condition.
but deep down in my heart who is there to care ? hahas even if i worsen also like that.
but never the less i aready mention yo my boss to convert mi in to partime as compared fulltime currently as i do not want to see my time sheet full of MCs MCs and MCs...

every day came back home full of tiredness and damn shag ,
but it is just by making this call with u and talking with u on the line it just make my whole day of tiredness and shagness away ... u know who u are :)

have been reporting to kallang almost everyday of the week there seems to be mine another office or home liao ... :)
even little black shop also know mi liao cause almost every day i walk pass there i buy makan or drink from them ... hahas gonna be a regular customer there sooon and can get their loyalty discount card ( if any) from them liao ... :)
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2010-02-25T21:59:00.002+08:00

Have Stared work since Friday ,
slowly are getting used to working life and are getting use and familiar with the surrounding and colleagues .

Till so far my colleagues are all a nice bunch of people :)
Currently ahre having alot of GYM session at office every day just moving stock and bouy from lvl 3 to lvl 1 and inflating those buoys taking those screws out from the buoys counting those buoys , moving pontoon stuff here and there reorganize the store .

tml will be the same cycles will repeats agian :) hahas !
but at least currently i m doing all those things that i like hahas !
so will be busy working from 9 to 6 every day and possible OT when i m Onsite or rushing some projects stuff :'(
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2010-02-03T20:24:00.003+08:00

Finally the Baby that we are making is Born today ! finally after the whole AY of 2009/2010 !
today 1158 marks the end of every thing ! , whole process when well !
let just wait for the final medical assessment of it and see the grades sooon in the months to come !
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2010-01-27T00:22:00.002+08:00

if u are not under the list of active manpower list then please take ur leave
and dun interfere with our doings
go to the place where u belong a place where ur name is the active manpower list.
not here where u doesn't belong any more .
the key word is DOESN'T BELONG ANYMORE and ACTIVE MANPOWER LIST.
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2010-01-19T23:32:00.002+08:00

yes i m 21 now ,
what have i done so far to make my self so proud ?
i guess is nth bah ?
dun u guys agree tooo ? i m just a no body ...

but i will really want to thanks those that have come for my gathering on sat !
really appreciate all ur presence there tat day .
without u all the gathering will just be a boring eat and go event.
Falcon alot thanks for the D Photo frame it really brings back tons of memories .
HH for that msg tat came along with the gift.
i m really really touched ...
and thank u all for the gifts and the well wishES !

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2010-01-12T23:26:00.001+08:00

hitting 21 soon
what have i been doing for this 21 years ?
i wonder have spend this 21 years to the max or i just rot my 21 years away unknowingly
hmmm......
i really wonder :S
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2010-01-07T00:44:00.001+08:00

Will this be a gd start ?
lets hope so ?
though i can sense that now things are not as gd as it seems to be ?
lets pray hard .
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2009-12-26T22:19:00.002+08:00

have been on holidays since 15 dec,
all sea activities at campsite have come to a stop le , it is gonna be the last time that i step on campsite ground le , be the time it restarts all its sea activities for ATCs i will be serving the nation le :(
haiz full of sadness when i left campsite that day :'(
but well lets look at it from another point of view bah , it is time that we move on and let the younger one take over , as we progress up wards in to somewhere that might or will need us more ? hahas.

been on hold for all sea activities since my last L1 attachment on last tue , will have to wait till 2010 jan then will be able to go back and resume my kayaking , hopefull i m able to clear my L1 assessment real soon and at 1 go so i can go full fledge coach .

a few more days time will be 2010 le so wat have i been doing for the whole of 2009 ?
i wonder , i think i have just wasted the whole of 2009 away bah ...

haiz at the end of the day i m still who i m a loner for all festive holidays and more haiz ...

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2009-12-18T21:43:00.002+08:00

was thinking while on the way back home ,
those who have license drive or rather spend more time on land driving.
but mi ?
i passed my class 3 for a freaking 2 years +++ , the hrs clock is not even more then wat i have clock on driving cleaner wrasse this few days by which i have only passed 1 mth ago ...
funny urh ... food for though ...

haiz i wonder and wonder , are we like wat we are in the pass where we will talk our hearts out to each other and share our joy and laughter ?
even now when u going to 飞 u also nv tell mi , till i recently saw ur blog post ...
haiz ...
why ? why ? why is it like this ?
wat has cause the change till like tat? ...

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2009-12-08T23:22:00.001+08:00

i m so stupid , cuase even a simple task like making u feel better i also cannot achieve that ...
failure i m
stupid mi .

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2009-12-05T22:01:00.002+08:00

have been online since morning till now ,
doing nth but just staring blankly at screen ...
dun know wat to do .
guess that sat should be spend in water or ubin ! urh
once i got nth to do during sat i m just nt my self
been at home the whole day doing nth but just staring at screen and day dream or zombie around at home

having been constantly checking my HP and msn window hoping to see ur status become online and wanted to talk to u ...
but failed to see u online , Constantly checking of my hp does not spell any rewards too as it is just always at its standby screen with nth that says incoming calls or msg rec'd ...

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2009-12-04T21:49:00.001+08:00

i will really hope tat u will be back to ur usual self bah !
dun be like that ok :)

i wanted to show concern for u yet i m unable to do it cuase i promised to leave u alone for now till u are better ... haiz

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2009-12-02T19:43:00.002+08:00

I M SO FREAKING BLOODY TOUCHED
i was mention in her blog ! hahas =X
but actually dun need to thank mi de urh !
cuase i also nv do much things also hahas !

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2009-12-01T22:39:00.003+08:00

Well things happen things passed.
things passed things happened.
so m i Unconscious Incompetence or Unconscious Competence ???
well only god knows ...
haiz .

maybe i have found u as my new motivation in life or
maybe it is not ? well only god knows

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2009-11-27T23:36:00.002+08:00

Wo ooo oo who went southern island today !
hahas
finally after so long went back to htat place agian ! =D nth much changed it is all the same ,
just htat the crowd is gone cause it is off season bah =)
nice place to chill and nice views ! hahas =)
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2009-11-24T23:31:00.001+08:00

haiz should i really still carry on wearing this mask of mine and show u that i m ok de o right de ?
or i should just take off this bloody mask and tell u the brunt true ?
i really dun know how and what should i do .

all along since that day i have been wearing this damn mask all long ...

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2009-11-24T09:34:00.000+08:00

haiz my phone no longer show any incoming msgs or calls with ur name showing le ...

it is all beside the point now ...
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2009-11-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

Woah
Drove White dolphin around campsite today ! for 1st cycle and also 1st time assisting in Jetty Jump , and so nice the ladder broke -_- ...

2nd cycle and 3rd cycle was back to baru doing wat i do the most kayaking ! hahas did not go out as much as 2nd cycle kids came late and 3 cycle was rain so most of the activity was reduced .
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2009-11-21T00:20:00.002+08:00

Was at unit for CUG camp day 1 as 1st aider
following by day 2 as 1st aider too
saw that my kids are now moving up to different roles and they are trying out different things aready
feel happie for them ! :)

i GUESS MY APPROACH WAS WRONG , EVERY APPROACH IS ALSO WRONG EVERY TIME I APPROACH EVERY TIME I FAILED , IT ALWAYS ENDED UP WITH DIFFERENT RESULTS THAT I WANT !!! ARGH !
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2009-11-18T23:04:00.001+08:00

Wah Ut today was ok have confident that i will pass ! hahas
whereas ytd de UT was a terrible day and terrible one ! haiz
gonna flunk it !!

haiz as usual lone wolf walking ! hahas living for no one but himself with no objective but random roaming around ...
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2009-11-16T23:40:00.002+08:00

ARgh so wat if i passed every thing ? so wat if i had things on my wish list completed ?
so wat if things are done as i wish ??? so wat ? it is just full of So whats

i just dun feel any happiness at all , my heart still feels lonely and smth missing ...
haiz ...
every day is just like walking zombie ,
wat that is on display on my face nt equal to wat is feeling deep down in my heart , every day is just wearing of my mask for different day thats it ! ...
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2009-11-14T22:42:00.001+08:00

AR FUJCK HATE THIS FREAKING FEELING !!!! ARGH DAMN !

so much wonderful things happening Yet i dun feel happie at all why why why u ask mi i also dun know why . if there were to be gd news i just want it to be one and that only one ... but haiz ...

how i wish the DAY nv end and the night nv come ! damn hate this feeling at night !!! NB ! ARGH !

At a moment i though i found a motivation of what keep mi going , BUT no that was just a decoy ! to distract mi temp only eventually i m back to the same old spot , motivationless and emptied ...

AR FUJCK HATE THIS FREAKING FEELING !!!! ARGH DAMN !

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2009-11-14T20:05:00.003+08:00

Passed MY PPCDL LO !!!!!! after Second ATTEMPT !
finally ! after about 5 mths waiting !
hahas !!!!!! i can drive cleaner and dolphin le ( officially)! hahas

gottan my SCI rank lo ytd show u the pic in a min ! hahas

wa hahas my Pic when i conduct my mini exp to flyer last SAT !

haiz after so much of happie thing that are happening around mi , mine promotion to SCI , getting my PPCDL but when ever it gots to the night i still feel so damn empty and sian
feeling of smth is damn missing yet i cannot find that missing item, even if i can find and i know wat is that missing item so wat ?
things just still cannot get to wat it is and who they are .
haiz . . .
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2009-11-10T22:25:00.001+08:00

wahahas
rec'd the new of my promotion to SCI early ytd !
hahas
i rec'd my 1st congraz from mr chng followed by ms chen
Morning Was flooded with smses of congraz from my CI mates !
thanks ! pals !!!! hahas !!!!!

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2009-11-08T21:20:00.002+08:00

Back from 1 STAR ATTACHMENT @ kallang!
hahas !!
wash damn busy tml and todau whole day at the waters !
ytd 1st part of day brough my friends for a expedition to SG FLYER from water sport centre
then followed by my 1 star attachment day 1
then today is Day 2 with ITE kids from Central
a nice bunch of kids to play with hahas though not listern ir attentive at some time hahas =X
haas
but now i m burned till the max with a very dark burned sign on my face with tat trade mark oakley shop liao sian hahas !
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2009-10-31T22:16:00.002+08:00

Back from Ubin doign rafting today ,
1st cycle was following DY taking Cleaner to loyang to refill
then i Drove cleaner all the way back to ubin from loyang !
Zhua ! all the way ! hahas till ubin hahas fun fun 1st time driving power boat in open sea and from point A to B
cycle 2 and 3 just as per normal lo
rafting then wash up then close shop go home and subway as dinner hahas
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2009-10-28T23:58:00.002+08:00

yeah finally gone beach Rd buy my 3rd booties
rescue sling and karabiners liao
yeah new toys added to my kayaking list/gear ! hahas

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2009-10-26T21:32:00.002+08:00

haiz last week my right shoulder blade injured and now thie week is my left shoulder blade . ARGH damn it it really take turns to be injuried urh , wonder this sat which side will get injuried agian ...

haiz i really wonder m i doing the right thing now ? i reall wonder ...
i m doing or feeling wat i shouldn't be feeling or doing wat i shouldn't be doing ???
haiz
DAMn some one tell mi now ?

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2009-10-22T21:20:00.001+08:00

it is seriously great to know that there are still cadets that still remember mi ! after so long ...
that really make mi think that wat i have put in have not gone to waste and it is clearly not a left ear in right ear out thing.

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2009-10-19T19:16:00.002+08:00

Back from ALC doing Abseiling .
ok la not really very " WAH exciting " cuase did it before liao
it just added to my list of places that i abseiled b4 .
hahas

Rigging and standing by ...

virus coming down ! ...

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2009-10-18T23:59:00.001+08:00

Back From Resilience !
1st time did a KOP with more then 90 plus cadet on each cycle !
1st cycle was chaotic !
terrible kayaks floating every people turning in cycles power boats tow here and there .
so change tactic for cycle all instructor formed perimeters around the area of paddle and force them to paddle in side our perimeter .
atleast was better
wash up was fast , as i being mi i was on time 1/2 hr clear up more then 40++ vessel and so far every time when i was on washing station it nv failed to exceed time !. =X

did my rolls , but still not perfect yet . ... haiz ...
but nvm i will keep in trying and trying till i get it perfect ...
so shall talk till here cuase tired shag liao will talk tml ! :)
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2009-10-18T00:37:00.001+08:00

WILL be OFF TO CAMP RESILIENCE !
long time no go le !
i miss u RESILIENCE !
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2009-10-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

Damn wat a Week i had man ! DAMN THIS WEEK !
lucky tml i going to an end ! heng ! hahas !

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2009-10-15T21:10:00.003+08:00

Damn down with Flu , feeling so damn drowsy due to medication
ARGH !

it just added to my currrent injury list
SWOLLEN GUMS + CRACK LIPS + FLU + NOSE BLOCK ...
argh ! damn week !

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2009-10-14T20:59:00.002+08:00

SUFFERING FROM SWOLLEN GUM + CRACKED LIPS ...

IT SHATTERED TOTALLY SHATTERED.

i think that losing all my data in my old HD is a sign to sae that it is no longer possible for things to go on le .
it was agian further proven by facts and figures le ...
shattered ... totally
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2009-10-13T00:07:00.000+08:00

SUFFERING FROM SWOLLEN GUM ... HAIZ
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2009-10-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

Just completed my 1st KOP attachment with KIM from X current !
was fun but tiring hahas
2 x Session in one day 3 hrs each with half hr of lunch break ? haha s
7 km for 1st session and less then 5 km for the session
to totall 12km of paddling around kallang waters :)
will prefer 1st cycle cause it is more like a expedition with the KOP Group we went Flyer and over looking marina barrage. it was more paddling and less fun/games for group 1
but group 2 is more fun less padding as the group most or all of them dun have kayaking experience ?
some them tend to go off course at times too .
so need to push and get them back , but group 2 more hyper compre to group 1 cuase group 1 just dun talk de is rather more of u sae i do type.

HAIZ , IN LIFE ALWAYS U WIN SOME U LOSE SOME.
IS NV WIN WIN SITUATION DE NV , IT NV WILL !!!

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2009-10-08T21:30:00.003+08:00

SO fast week 1 of school is ending le !!!
so far so gd every day going to a new class i just like going back to my old class , as 50% of the class mate there are either my EX classmate or i previouly. so going to classes on week 1 is no longer feeling that strange nor funny , the class just liven up fast and funcation like a normal week 10 or week 9 class le totally not like a new class at all ! .

Will really hope that CHH will take back the words that was mention that time , becuase it really hurts bad on Mr J le :( pls start talking or reply to Mr J ok ? CHH ? will be waiting .....

Mr J is happiethat MS x is talking to him and is no longer angry with him le . =)
just hope that it will mantain this Way and only improve not DEprove
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2009-10-05T23:53:00.003+08:00

Mr J have been online till late just hopping to see Ms X online but after so many days of waiting it is still unable to see her online .
but nevertheless MR J will still hold on and wait for Ms X to online and chat with her ?
sae out those things that have been in his mind for so long, nv have the chance to sae it out .
hope tat he will be given the chance to sae it all out to Ms X and also to be able to have that chance to take care of her ...
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2009-10-05T22:00:00.001+08:00

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2009-10-03T20:06:00.003+08:00

Hahas even if i were to disappear from where i m now , no one will even have noticed.
i m just a nobody and worth nth
i m just a invisible man
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2009-09-30T19:21:00.002+08:00

Stupid ankle ,
because my old injuries i cannot attend today round ubin expedition ARGH !!!!! !@#$
AGNRY ANGRY ANGRY WITH MY SELF ! why not later then come back the injury ? !
NB !

below is the conversation between Mr J and Ms X

Mr J : can u give mi a chance to take care of u ?
Ms X: 我不值得你对我好你明白吗? 我没资格要别人疼我... 因为我不懂得如何珍惜别人...
Mr J :值得不值得不是你说的算而是让爱你的人说的算。

你何珍惜我不要紧，我如何珍惜你那才要紧。

因为我爱的是你而不是别人

Ms X : ( wat will be her reply ? stay tune as Mr J is also waiting for her reply )

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2009-09-29T19:23:00.000+08:00

left with 1 expedition and 1 exam .
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2009-09-27T19:40:00.000+08:00

Mr J is turning in circles now ! ...
argh ! ....
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2009-09-26T22:53:00.002+08:00

Wahahas ,
one week passed just like that .
cannot imgin that i have gone out to sea 4 days next to each other , one day kallang ,next day LRB , next day LRB and finally kallang agian .

hmm let mi recall my adventure here hahas ,

DAy 1 of L1 course was abit tiam as we will have to recall all the strokes that we have learn from
our 1 star and 2 star course , how we as instructor will have to present our self and etc and we will always remember this KISS !
keep it simple and safe .
DAy 2 of L1 Course was the highlight why i sae so , OUR DEAREST GL sae check PFD need to have one fist in side , marvin commented then ladies will need to have 2 fist to make sure they breath properly true enough all of us burst in to laughters !

Day 3 will be this coming monday , then 1/2 day of theory will mark the end of L1 course and start of my attachment as a L1 trainee .

jetty Jump course is very simple course as steps to comduct is sort of simple and just leap and jump . BUT the steps of going to conduct and the safety precaution is VERY INTENSE , there are alot of safety steps and process we will need to complete b4 we can conduct the jump.

Boat handing training was sort of fun as we are expose to more of the other type of boats , like tiller and steering boats , tiller was more tough as it is not so simple as compare to the steering type.

well next week i m left with 1 more day of L1 course following by round ubin , 1/2 day of theory L1 course and finally my PPCDL PRACT Test.
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2009-09-22T00:33:00.000+08:00

Away on course till 28 sept .
c ya guys
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2009-09-20T00:11:00.002+08:00

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TO ALL READERS READ AT UR OWN DISCRETION ,
IF U CANNT TAKE IT THE PS GET LOST .

THANKS !!!

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TO that FUCKER OUT THERE !

CAN U STOP POKE UR FUCKING NOSE IN TO MY FUCKING BUSSINESS ?
KNN THINGS HAPPEN U NOT HERE NOW COME FUCK MY BUSSINESS
NB WHO THE FUCK U THINK U ARE ?
EVEN IF U ARE THE BLOODYING FUCKER UP THERE U THINK U WILL EVEN GIVE U FUCK OF WHO U ARE ?
U ARE JUST A NO BODY I TELL U , I CAN BE A LONE WOLF BUT U CAN ALWAYS WELCOME TO COME FUCK IN TO MY BUSSINESS AND U WILL SEE WAT WILL HAPPEN TO U NB

WHEN LONE WOLF BECAME AGGRESSIVE IT IS JUST TOO LATE .

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2009-09-17T00:57:00.001+08:00

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2009-09-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

2009 JUST NOT MY YEAR
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2009-09-15T23:43:00.003+08:00

WAh today was a great day !
1st part of the day helped out ESTHER ! ... hahas
then lynna join in at the later part of the day
then as usual tio bomb and arrow by 2 of there liao sian ...

then Wah interested part comes in , badminton session with the rest of the Cis and Chng !
nv tried b4 4 solids of badminton hahas tok kong ar !
power

scored a few points , 1st 5 point is smash hit that kana esther legs ( by right later kana chase by her and shoot at mi 6 shuttle and 2 cover by which none hit mi ... =X )

then followed by a few 10 points hits and 1 more 5 points hits on other player like cheryl and terence hahas :)
as usual my entry today will not lai ang ! LOL
will Lai Lam :)

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2009-09-11T14:35:00.002+08:00

Wah woke up damn early today went on a VERY important and urgent mission!
meet cheryl GOH at JE then terence lynna you rui at Yew TEE plan A was a failure cuase not enought recee mission was done.
then we rush to area B for Plan B
cuase target was at Area B , Plan B was a Success !!!
then went for Breakfast thus was late for unit Training , sian
haiz
but wat i will sae about the unit training is that at 1st was Quite ok with the result BUT after that was DAmn Piss with some one shall not mention name !
Even i have to Show respect to him
Wat to SAE u !!!!
!@#$

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2009-09-10T20:07:00.002+08:00

well another batch of Pk/hfs course have ended ,
it has been the 5/6 time i have been taken this course as a helper to cover mountain and sea, i will sae that though this 5/6 times i have seen alot of cadets with alot of patterns, been through different working styles with different colleagues.
have earned mi alot of different experiences that maybe money cannot bring me.
this may be the last batch that i m going help out in my CI ship before i embark on to my 2nd part of my journey of my life.

being in HTA for countless time, this time is the time that i see Alot of my previous friends, classmates in there as they have aready embark on the journey faster then mi, see them embark doing their training here and there in HTA will constantly making mi feel that my time will be very soon in the very near future .
which will make me think back my days there as a CIT and how we suffered as one and enjoyed as one, it also goes to show that i m old le , it is time to handover , pass on , move on and let the younger ones take the lead le . . .

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2009-09-08T20:10:00.002+08:00

to that kuku someone out there ,
please know where u stand , NB lim peh help u is out of goodwill and friendship knn u better dun take it for granted and give mi that fucking Attitude that i OWN u that bloody favor and stop showing that Fucked up Attuide ...
have u ever wonder y have staarted not to get involved in ur bloody bussiness and rather go out there to do smth else.
and u always feel that people that tat bloody attuide problem but have u ever thing that the problem acctually lies on u instead of others ?
let mi tell u , u have not think of that .

at times i choose not to speak is not because u are right, is just that i dun feel like speaking up as the result of speaking up will be = of not speaking up. so no point.
Things will turn out Nasty if i started to speak up .
so just struck that bloody idea up in ur arse or wat every hole u have that when people are helping u dun fucking show people that F u attuide .

'PEOPLE DUN OWE U A LIVING NOR DO THEY TAKE SALARY FROM U
u this bastard...
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2009-09-06T01:32:00.000+08:00

YOz CHH i BLOG JUST FOR U NOW ! LOL hahas !!!
as mention !
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2009-09-03T02:13:00.001+08:00

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2009-09-03T00:43:00.002+08:00

well since a week every since i blogged
well holiday start my life still carry on as per normal
Sat went A16 as kayaker , well can sae that learn quite a lot from the debrief that happened during cycle 1 ending , i m sure my team agree too !
then after lunch went to have boat prac for a while
that the end of my sat

after rest of the day till today then i have completed shedding skin!
hahas !
well guess there is also nth much that i can blog , cause i also cannot think of wat to sae and wat to write now.

treasure the present and wat u have NOW , as u will know wat the future will hold.

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2009-08-26T01:06:00.002+08:00

Wah time flies
Year3 Sem 1 have come to an end !
every thing just seems TOO fast once sept hits by the time u know is already Christmas le
BUT till then is Holiday !
5 WEEKS ! WAHAHAS !
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2009-08-24T23:42:00.001+08:00

Wah today finally come to an end !
Whole damn day was so Freaking pack
from 2pm all the wat to 2000 !
2 UTs and 1 Theory test paper !
all come to and end le !
Wahahas !
PASSED my PPDCL Theory Test ! now is PRAC coming up next !
Wahahas !

sian back injury back to haunt mi liao AR .... sian ...
pain cannot even sit up straight ..
sian

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2009-08-23T23:09:00.004+08:00

So many friends brothers and sisters around mi .
Yet none is able to help mi when i needed the help the most .
haiz ...
well that life i would sae
at the end of the day i m still feeling so empty ...
haiz

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2009-08-22T00:52:00.002+08:00

Virus feels so empty suddenly , is because of the withdrawal syndrome that he is suffering,as he physical action does not tally with his heart's action .

hmm to him he feels that one he made this stand gave tat reply , it is no point every night staying up so late just to wait for answer , weather to see u online or to see ur sms or etc.
it is no point for so much that he has done .
all of tat will just have to come to a stop.
every thing that he had done all have come to a halt and stopped.
no point carry on any more with no results . . .
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2009-08-20T23:31:00.002+08:00

why when i wanted to release my clenched fist
my heart is tell mi other wise ?
haiz ...
i need enlightenment ! pls
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2009-08-19T00:43:00.002+08:00

I believe it is time to let go , no point holding on to things so tightly with my 2 fists fully clenched so tightly till the nails starts cutin to flesh.
because i was enlighten by a quote that i happened to read from on the net ." the harder u hold on / clench on to ur fist , it is only that much that u can hold on with that 2 tightly clench fist , Why not let it go, open up ur fist and let many many others stuffs to come and rest on my palms."
which i will believe when fists are opened up u will be opeing up to many chances that will come be as both fists are empty so u are free to hold on to any that passes by... ...

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2009-08-16T23:29:00.001+08:00

CCB ! u want to play this way ? no problem i will PLAY EVEN BIGGER ! KNN !!! CCB !!!

some CBK want to play stunt , just see lor ! more shows ! up head ! look out for channel Jasonfat !
too bad i can be super friendly and super siao with u but u knn come F my place OR step my toes , then too bad i will F u back 10x the amount that u came to F mi.
i dun give a F who this CBK is even son of P i also F , NB CCB !

CONGRAZ CBK U JUST SPOILED MY F MOOD FOR THE NIGHT , IT SHOULD BE THE PROUDEST MOMENT OF UR LIFE TIME ENJOY WHILE IT LAST. . .

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2009-08-16T00:25:00.000+08:00

Mr J though he had get it over ! , but he hasn't !

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2009-08-15T22:28:00.001+08:00

The Song would relate wat i m feeling right now ?
每个人都在问我到底还在等什麽
等到春夏秋冬都过了难道还不够
其实是因为我的心有一个缺口等待拿走的人把它还给我
每个人都在说这种爱情没有结果我也知道
你永远都不能够爱我其实我只是希望
你有时想一想我你却已经渐渐渐渐什麽都不再说

我睡不著的时候楔ㄦ有人陪著我
我难过的时候楔ㄦ有人安慰我
我想说话的时候楔ㄦ有人了解我
我忘不了你的时候你楔ㄦ来疼我
你知不知道你知不知道我等到花儿也谢了
你知不知道你知不知道我等到花儿也谢了

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2009-08-14T00:27:00.001+08:00

对的！就是你Mr Fat 喜欢的人就是你！！！
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2009-08-12T21:37:00.002+08:00

Fyp today is just Chuied or rather it is successful ?
hmmm well only when results are release we will know bah
Question just come shooting when we just started presenting, and we can have accessor asking wrong Questions or mis understand our project scope.
but nevertheless our project's aim really have rouse interest in our Accessor which in turn Gave us tons of idea to help us do our projects.
till then just pray hard for our results bah !
haiz ...
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2009-08-12T21:35:00.002+08:00

Mr J have just Far too many thing to sae le !
just dun know how to open his mouth or phrase it to tell u .
yes u ! no body but just U !
Mr J hope that u can be back to ubin real soon !
will miss u deep deep tiill u are back ! said Mr J
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2009-08-11T22:25:00.002+08:00

After so much have been done, Mr J still cannot get over it and move on , although Mr J think that after those thing that he have done he can move on and carry on life as per normal , but it is just impossible because flashbacks still comes back and haunt him !
even though officially IT nv started at all which is true , it nv started at all but Mr J just feel that it has started for him. but well it is just another one way traffic lor is wat Mr J can say .

Mr J have finally understand what is going on this few days le , but the feeling is totally different when u know that a person is there , they might not be 100% always beside but atleast u know that they are there . and knowing that the person is not there the feeling it totally Different .

Mr J will really hope that u and him will be true and things worked out agian justlike last time, but he himsself know that it is impossible , or hardly possible...
Mr J would really really wish that one chance where to be given to him but will he be granted that one more chance ? to submit in that application during application season for Ms X ? will only she has that ans . . .
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2009-08-10T01:19:00.003+08:00

Out of all this Big Circle that i m Turning and moving i m still back to Square 1 ,
that is all alone and infront of my com , thinking and reflecting.

it is all fate ? is it the destined path that i have been assigned to take for mi for my life ?
to keep on beating round the bush and ended up back to the same starting point either lossing someone that i care about or concern about OR ended up at the same spot as per wat i started ? no movement at all ?

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2009-08-09T20:33:00.002+08:00

Well this 2 days Mr J have been alone reflecting about what has happen for the pass few weeks ,
and true enough several issue that he have though about really come to his mind and he still cannot think of an answer.
no matter how much he have though of it how long he has gone to reflection he will nv and it is NV have think of an answer out . . .
there are also several this such as 水能载舟，亦能覆舟 | 良心超法律，真理天下平 | 修身齐家,治国平天下.
all this sentence are VERY True and each sentence Do represent smth and if u really give deep thought to go in and think through u will understand how each of this quotes actually come in to ur life and interface with ur life.

for his past few days duno why Mr J will always feel that there is smth that is missing , but it is just that he cannot really describle that missing feeling or Wat is that missing item or feeling and where does it came from .
it is someone that have been absent for that 2 days or is it a feeling that Mr J have not been experiencing ?
which is which ?
answer is who will know ? even mr J does not know , but will his Brothers and his friends knows the answers ? ?
if they know PLEASE come forward and enlighten Mr J , let him see the light ...
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2009-08-08T19:15:00.001+08:00

Mr J Guessed that there is not more chance anymore NO MORE Such chance le no more !!!! ...

There is also no point any more to carry on the storying telling any more.
every thing will come to and end now .
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2009-08-06T10:16:00.005+08:00

Today Mr J have ponned lesson , all thanks for the delay of the train that spoiled his mood totally .
during the journey back Mr J took a longer route to get home , the Route that his has not take for a long long time.
During back images and flash back of that had happened in the past kept on coming back to haunt him ,which lead to him thinking that why is it always getting so close then it all will have to get to and end... why why why and why , this question keep on coming on to his mind time after time.

Just like when MR J went out with Ms X and gang out , most of the things that Mr J have done is like so many Donkey years ago , and now he is doing it all over agian just because of her.
Things like K session, movie session. all this have not been happening in Mr J's life ever since about 2 years ago since the last time he had with that Someone , no matter who ask MR J out for such event in the past MR J would reject such offers because he do not want to let past memory to came back to haunt him again when he is going for K or movie or event that he had gone before with that someone in the past.
but it is just strange that MR J is going for such events agian when Ms X is present in those events, may be there is some very special attraction force that is pulling Mr J over , with th knowledge that past memories may be back to haunt him but he still went ahead.

is it Mr heaven is playing tricks on him about R/S or it is just fate that it is meant to be this way or is it some one have been putting a curse on him ?
be it Ms X or Ms S or any Ms X,Y,Z ,or who ever ...
why why why why and why is always the question Mr J ask him self and will nv get an answer back ...
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2009-08-04T22:48:00.002+08:00

It is virus story time ,

Friends of Mr J keep asking him why and wat made him like Ms X ?
All Mr J would sae is that it is that un describable feeling that once MR J saw Ms X , those feeling is like a feeling that Mr J had nv feeled b4, a force that is attracting Mr J to Ms X , though MR J have many Females friends, some are even close to him , but all of those females friends that feeling that Mr J has is nv present in any of his female friends but only exists on Ms X .
though Mr J had face lots of diffculty in the process but though all he had launched 2 attack to declare his feelings towards Ms X but both attempts failed.

and Mr J had gone though the more saddest period which is about his wrong move of him to show biasness to wards her for certain event, as it really results in a very bad turn out.
but Mr J would like to thank Mr Y for that chance to sit down with Ms X after the course to talk out though the session is not a very nice session at least Mr J knows that where he had done wrong and how to improve for the better from there.

that really lead to a 1 mth plus plus slient stand down between Mr J and Ms X , during that period of time for Mr J every thing came crashing down , most of the things that always seemed right for Mr J started to go wrong , even simple programing langangue can go wrong for him , all injuries started coming back to find him.
All things just dun seems to work well for him , he is just like a walking zombie , with no goals and vision set in mind, everyday is just walking to school get in class , lunch eat , presentation present, lesson finish go home and sleep , and cycle repeats for him ...

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2009-08-04T09:33:00.001+08:00

ARGH ! DAMN !
MY back injury worsen le ! damn !

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2009-08-03T21:24:00.004+08:00

Virus story telling time , , ,

Mr J have known Ms X for about 4 months, 16 days or 138 days since the day MR J meet Ms X in one of the event that both of them helped out.
it is about 4mths , and this 4 mths Mr J have gone through very happy times with Ms X and also Sad times with Ms X , well sad times all Mr J can blame is to blame him self for doing such stunts and cause Ms X to be angry , so Mr J cannot blame any one , but him self.
though 4 mth is not very long nor is it very short , all MR J can sae is that he had Very enjoyable time and it is Time well Spend with Ms X .
be it time out for K or out for duties to perform or even just by accompany Ms X back .

But Stupid Mr J Go do Stupid stunt by showing favourism to Ms X and cause Ms X to be super angry and Mr J super Sad and regrete that wrong chose made , cause at tht time Mr J just want to have more time with Ms X thus he will always wish Ms X to be present to performed the duties so he can have more time interacting with Ms X becuase MR J know that Ms X is very busy , the only time that he is be able to intract with her is only during such events when she performing her duties but well MR J made a wrong move thus bring everything crashing down eventually lead to an end of every thing ...

Mr J heard tat from Ms X that she had Done Well for her Presentation ! , really hope that what wat MR J have help her will come to be in handy bah ...
WELL DONE MS X !
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2009-08-02T22:16:00.002+08:00

today was a nice day for mi , my back injury is getting better !
and i had bought a new desktop , currently migrating my existing data from my prev desktop over! hahas : )

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Virusfat

YTD on board both vessel my happiest time ! so far !Plus1st time experiencing tat rain can kill and it hurts tonshahahhahahahahhas With speed, rain = pain !!! like speeding bullet

MBS has won , MBS 1 Jasonfat 0

i have been beaten by the dust and the bad air circulation there throat irritation and flu !!! :(

haiz my phone no longer show any incoming msgs or calls with ur name showing le ...

AR FUJCK HATE THIS FREAKING FEELING !!!! ARGH DAMN !

so much wonderful things happening Yet i dun feel happie at all why why why u ask mi i also dun know why . if there were to be gd news i just want it to be one and that only one ... but haiz ...

how i wish the DAY nv end and the night nv come ! damn hate this feeling at night !!! NB ! ARGH !

At a moment i though i found a motivation of what keep mi going , BUT no that was just a decoy ! to distract mi temp only eventually i m back to the same old spot , motivationless and emptied ...

AR FUJCK HATE THIS FREAKING FEELING !!!! ARGH DAMN !

CCB ! u want to play this way ? no problem i will PLAY EVEN BIGGER ! KNN !!! CCB !!!

CONGRAZ CBK U JUST SPOILED MY F MOOD FOR THE NIGHT , IT SHOULD BE THE PROUDEST MOMENT OF UR LIFE TIME ENJOY WHILE IT LAST. . .

YTD on board both vessel my happiest time ! so far !
Plus
1st time experiencing tat rain can kill and it hurts tons
hahahhahahahahhas With speed, rain = pain !!! like speeding bullet